February 16th 2018 Dear Mr. Joseph Beuys, I wanted to apologize to you .... If that's what is needed..... For you.... To be solely responsible for the beast of burden( atlas) you was not ment to be...... beneficiary....thru Grace. And guardian en litem..... Of Germany's affairs........ Im well aware tonight your efforts...your struggles and your attempts as finale "No"..... .... I am allowed a little pleasure of chants from my CD player from a monastery in Russia( slovic).... Am allowed some meausure of worship.... After reading your biography listed in current biography(1980)pg . 24.... H.W. Wilson Co.... I am touched by the article ....sincerely I wished if you was my child a life for you..... A happy life you wished for Germany..and I relate similarly for continuence of confirmation..... A salvation.... Only Jesus Christ.... Can forgive... And heal in your words- Germany's psychic wounds..... I believe this letter here entails a more appropriate handle of a authoritive counsel....as I believe when you was laid to rest.... Your connection to animal totem so to speak as your guide.... I can understand.... Without wondering or pondering.... People doesnt deserve a explanation.... But YOU say you would explain to a dead hare more...... I similar..... Tom Waitts.... The song.... white rabbit lament..... And symbolize a strength I have witnessed in his lyrics a power and beauty.... Of soul heartbreaking..... Only a few..... Connections can eluminate.... In there eyes... A pain..... That fades.... Isnt as raw.... But however if you look at a dog continually kicked or starved..... The depression you suffered.... And comparably to the movie dance with wolves.... I am sure with all the people so to speak fireing you...ect....and the mockery they must have.... Towards a pilot included artist.... Too be a youth recruit of Hitler's army I read.... Also you was found froze after your war plane crashed along the Ukraine Russia border..... As a Britain prisoner of war.....a.k.a. Court Jester.... Im sorry again if I brought any shame.... By openly telling you how I feel.... Seems some play games with the words of love.... And I wouldn't mistake the thoughts.... Of you was a journey man..... I cant help to sob.... I pray for your return and blessing on you If you can intercede​....for me as well.... God bless you..... Thank you.... Cindy Lynn Young