" On THE  island's 
The last misfit "
* Secret Admirere , * THE real Santa & Mrs. CLAUS  thanksgiving letters 
                  P.O.Box
               V.Putin
                 Russia 
TO my sweetest dearest beloved  Belvedere. ...
 I couldnt  wait to see you  ♡♡♡ o Vladimir, 
My love is blind ! And wrapped! 
If we never meet. .
         Signed your wife
          The Xmas SPIRIT 
Cindy 
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡     my lonileness stings my eyes....
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
In thousands of pieces, in little trinket boxes
 Tied in boes & a sash
Me and you gave gifts 
I missed YOU  I cried 
Scattered in  every household 
Fit together in  puzzlement every little piece divine! 
 With a thump you- landed - down too many chimneys  & chutes !
 you arrived in a flurry
And made them  laugh & happy. .
To :you from :Putin
visiting the good &bad 
                  Names of everyone 
Engraved in stones & tags 
 between you and me
- I love you  deeply 
Thousands miles away. brokenness & poor 
Forever A cross forever  born  
                   JESUS 
Under the trees you placed everything my sweetheart 
To: - Mr president - in The Kremlin. .
........Greetings 
                Ho ho ho 
 I  *BOW *  ribbons &  paper... here is my list I'm a broken misfit ..
      I LOVE YOU
I wrote to you my soul  I wrote to you outloud....... my heart I love you...
Never meant anything to anybody 
Now the New Year...
my husband my deer
Mush mush mush your reindeers....
The Xmas paradise snow globe turns like a Carosol
It snowed..
A humble servent  I love you 
Dear Mr President, my husband. .I say good by again 
Behold  the  elegant  sunrise 
Mr. President of Russia s Cold breeze I wanted you to know
I have so much to say I leave IT in your trust. .....
If I could be anybody. . If I could make a wish. . 
 Jesus a miracle o the virgin Mary birth 
 & the 3 wise men !
My candles petition s to you are lit 
As we kissed and wed 
We broke the bubbles 
Because I was lookin down
We ran ...right  into them...
 blowing bubbles heavens sent
Silver bubbles in the atmosphere  
Holding the train of my wedding gown. 
The  carriage sat by the lake  from the past . And didn't move. . To return 
O wait on you day
And night...
To be your future wifes .... thoughts :)
A old lady 
P.S. A tint of  a prisms fog  made me feel eerie , 
Made me feel wise 
Pretend your mine, just for a second. For eternity I'll be 
Yours trully  , Cindy 
To my sweetest ,dearest Belvedere,
On the other side of the world
O hail 
Jesus's
All life form  & crowns I love you 
I found the coral wreaths & white turquise stone  Just alone  . 
I tossed them like the palms leaves
 The sun shined inside warming my body and my mind
The rays of the smile..yellow and orange I drank the warm wines dandelines 
The shield 
And.. outside the weather forcast was like THIS. ..a chance of rain  ..
From cindy. the forecast saints & hypocrite  poem. Directions to follow for 
                    proverb ...
P.S.
The Kremlin Winter crows called and spoke to me 
The  chuckers cage was decorated with mint  and long candy canes jubilee 
                        &
 the eagles wings  open wide tied the (bullion Knott )
         Threads of rose 
With there magic talon 
And there feathered clothes 
Scattered crumbled bread on the grounds for the birds 
Rise....wave the flags of the 
Blessed countryside 
           Jump in the cage and fly away
My bird 
My friend ,Cindy 
To my sweetest ,dearest beloved  Belvedere, 
anger strolled across the night rolled & mingled with the clouds...
 Hushed thunder footsteps 
Walking on thin air 
 I smelled Smoke from a offering away across 
THE mountain,  was the communist  orchard . . 
Pretty homemade decorations
 I Wore a corsage on MY home. 
Sealed with the ink from the petals  smelled like perfumes 
O if the halls was of Stalin's hoof print,  the perfect form of the Russian star ...Ashler 
Alter & throne o its my faut
The horses raced  in the sky freed there  bridal and manes 
 The perfect maidens O the wild 
Penny Round-up. ..
For me, I  Stag Gazed 
And there was a meteorite milky way  war a calm  before the storm on  feb 14th 
A lovers gift horse ...  I fall like a shower from Mars 
I gave my thanks to  and alms under the hiding moon
P.S.
When I woke they were joined the fog, clouds & smoke . Trinity of EARTH 
 Disappeared and went somewhere ... 
On your skins of armoured men 
On your clothes a smell of inscense 
 A pure gold frost smooth as ice  skates across a frozen pond 
 Is what are wedding band s
Mean TO me....
 and dripping diamonds 
From my eyes as I almost died.
The closest thing I owned.. THAT I couldn't afford in the stores. ..
Real diamond tears.. 
GOD bless you , Cindy 
To my dearest sweetest beloved Belvedere,
pictures of a palace gates so. Grand it was a winterwonderland. 
Stood still , the perfect home, 
 A castle where a bird song s  sang lost lost quilled words of
 Calligraphy 
Lost. ..
 Like a ballerina jewelry box 
 The baron   of society 
Has much more say  of Russian ladders & my  new rubbies shoes 
 Than I do if they said it too
 pretty ostriches necks & beaks everything's sown
The lions den 
Purred tonight...
  from me  , Cindy a mistaken foe lost lost 
Whithout you,  I am yours , 
P.S.
In the past A Paris terrorist attack 
     Climate Agreements 
At my door was a mistletoe 
Yea JUST like ol saint Nick s
Xmas pressant 
Christ I give a gift for your birthday 
Nothing s wrong ABOUT that. .. 
Merry Xmas. ..Merry Xmas. ..
 flatter you your grace 
Vladimir Putin , exchange 
Sale today black friday..
My deer ..what a mess .. everything together 
What sleigh did you arrive on ? ?? 
 A podium in america- will you- come to travel? ?
come to visit America 
Just to speak.. so we all can hear you talk.. peace 
where your speech, to your country , you belong.
I wish you love 
MY paper mate , love Cindy
P.S.S.
I want to scoop you up in my arms. Carry you away across the night and make you mine.
Fall in love with me my antlered deer.  King of my life.
The one I want . All the words of the birds language and the beast in the fields
Are what I reach for to say to you they all are yours 
Shooting stars 
Hibernate & sleep with me in my cave 
So tenderly, I stalk a leader , because your face melted my heart and  millions of 
        Other women 
I pray 
I look for you.  A cross the ocean where the wild geese fly and honk for there winter migrate & nests 
O to go my man my man my man to love a paper doll. .
A paper face
 a Cupid arrow s - bear tracks.   I wrote  the secret Valentine AND I hung  it in the night 
For people to believe ..
Xoxo paper cologne 
Hallelujah hallelujah! !
A PURPLE envelope I folded, with france 
          Priestly hat 
GOD is welcome HERE. 
Wax of MY signature was  notorized Nov 25th 2016 
A lovers mood last night. .
    In my dreams 
I'll leave the cookies and milk out. . Lord (help me Amen) eternity 
BY Cindy Bottenfield TO be cont..