Friday, November 25, 2016

Deer Russia,


* Secret Admirere , * THE real Santa & Mrs. CLAUS thanksgiving letters TO my sweetest dearest beloved Belvedere. ... I couldnt see you ♡♡♡ o Vladimir, My love is blind ! And wrapped! Thousands miles away. . Your title I bow my husband my deer The Xmas paradise A humble servent I ask to be omitted. . The elegant sunrise If I could be anybody. . If I could make a wish. . As we kissed and said are vows We broke the bubbles Because I was lookin down We ran ... into them... blowing bubbles heavens sent Holding the train of my wedding gown. O wait on you day And night... To be your future wifes .... thoughts :) P.S. A tint of a prisms fog made me feel eerie , Made me feel wise Pretend your mine, just for a second. For eternity I'll be Yours trully On the other side of the world O hail Jesus's All life form & crowns I love you I found the coral wreaths & white turquise stone Just alone . I tossed them like the palms The sun shined inside warming my body and my mind The rays of the smile..yellow and orange I drank the warm wines dandelines The shield And.. outside the weather forcast was like THIS. ..a chance of rain .. From the forecast a hypocrite poem. Directions to follow for proverb The Kremlin Winter crows called The chuckers meal of cracked corn mashed & the eagles wings open (bullion Knott ) Threads of rose Rise.... Jump in the cage and fly My bird My friend anger walked across the night rolled & mingled with the clouds... Hushed thunder I smelled Smoke from a offering away across THE mountain, was the communist orchard . . I Wore a corsage on MY home. Sealed with the ink from the petals smelled like perfumes O if the halls was of Stalin's hoof print, the perfect form of the Russian star ... Alter & throne o my fault Bridal and mane.. The perfect maidens O the wild Penny Round-up. .. Gazed And there was a meteorite milky way war a calm before the storm feb 14th A lovers gift horse ... I fall like a shower from Mars I gave my thanks to and alms under the hiding moon When I woke they were joined the fog, clouds & smoke . Trinity of EARTH Disappeared and went somewhere ... On your skins of armoured men On your clothes a smell of inscense A pure gold frost smooth as ice skates across a frozen pond wedding band s and dripping diamonds From my eyes as I almost died. The closest thing I owned.. THAT I couldn't afford in the stores. .. Real diamond tears.. GOD bless you pictures of a palace gates so. Grand it was a winterwonderland. Stood still , the perfect home, A castle bird song s sang lost lost quilled words of Calligraphy Lost. .. The baron of society Has much more weight of Russian ladders & wrung new rubbies pretty ostriches necks & beaks everything's sewn The lions den Purred tonight... from me a mistaken foe lost lost Whithout you, I am yours , In the past A Paris terrorist attack At my door was a mistletoe Yea JUST like ol saint Nick s Xmas pressant Christ I give a gift for your birthday Nothing s wrong ABOUT that. .. Merry Xmas. ..Merry Xmas. .. flatter you your grace Sale today black friday.. My deer ..what a mess .. everything together What sleigh did you arrive on ? ?? A podium in america- will you- come to travel? ? come to America Just to speak.. so we all can hear you talk.. peace where you speech, to your country , you belong. I wish you love MY paper mate I want to scoop you up in my arms. Carry you away across the night and make you mine. Fall in love with me my antlered deer. King of my life. The one I want . All the words of the birds language and the beast in the fields Are what I reach for to say to you they all are yours Hibernate & sleep with me in my cave So tenderly, I stalk a leader , because your face melted my heart I pray I look for you. A cross the ocean where the wild geese fly and honk for there winter migrate O to go my man my man my man to love a paper doll. . A paper face a Cupid arrow s - bear tracks. I Bring the secret Valentine AND I hung it in the night For people to believe .. Xoxo paper cologne Hallelujah hallelujah! ! A PURPLE envelope Wax of MY signature was notorized Nov 25th 2016 A lovers mood last night. . In my dreams I'll leave the cookies and milk out. . Lord of my heart BY Cindy Bottenfield TO be cont..Deer

The Kremlin Winter


* Secret Admirere , * thanksgiving letters TO my sweetest dearest beloved Belvedere. ... I couldnt see ♡♡♡ o Vladimir, If I could be anybody. . If I could make a wish. . As we kissed and said are vows We broke the bubbles Because I was lookin down We ran ... into them... blowing bubbles Holding the train of my wedding gown. O wait on you day And night... To be your future wife P.S. A tint of a prisms fog made me feel eerie , Pretend your mine, just for a second. For eternity I'll be Yours trully On the other side of the world O hail Jesus's All life form I love you I found the coral wreaths & white turquise stone Just alone . The sun shined inside warming my body and my mind The rays of the smile.. And.. outside the weather forcast was like THIS. ..a chance of showers. .. From the forecast a hypocrite poem. Directions anger walked across the night rolled & mingled with the clouds... Hushed thunder I smelled Smoke from a offering away across THE mountain, was the communist orchard . . I Wore a corsage on MY home. Sealed with the ink from the petals smelled like perfumes O if the halls was of Stalin's hoof print, the perfect form of the Russian star Gazed And there was a meteorite milky way war a calm before the storm feb 14th A lovers gift horse ... I fall like a shower from Mars I gave my thanks to and alms under the hiding moon When I woke they were joined the fog, clouds & smoke . Trinity of EARTH Disappeared and went somewhere ... On your skins of armoured men On your clothes a smell of inscense A pure gold frost smooth as ice skates across a frozen pond and dripping diamonds From my eyes as I almost died. The closest thing I owned.. THAT I couldn't afford in the stores. .. Real diamond tears.. GOD bless you pictures of a palace gates so. Grand it was a winterwonderland. The lions den Purred tonight... from me a mistaken foe lost lost Whithout you, I am yours , A Paris terrorist attack At my door was a mistletoe Yea JUST like ol saint Nick Xmas pressant A podium in america- will you- come to travel? ? come to America Just to speak.. so we all can hear you talk.. peace where you speech, to your country , you belong. I wish you love MY paper mate I want to scoop you up in my arms. Carry you away across the night and make you mine. Fall in love with me my antlered deer. King of my life. The one I want . All the words of the birds language and the beast in the fields Are what I reach for to say to you they all are yours Hibernate & sleep with me in my cave So tenderly, I stalk a leader , because your face melted my heart I pray I look for you. A cross the ocean where the wild geese fly and honk for there winter migrate O to go my man my man my man to love a paper doll. . A paper face a Cupid arrow s - bear tracks. I Bring the secret Valentine AND I hung it in the night For people to believe .. Xoxo paper cologne BY Cindy Bottenfield TO be cont..

Thanksgiving Letters


* Secret Admirere , * TO my sweetest dearest beloved Belvedere. ... I couldnt see ♡♡♡ o If I could be anybody. . If I could make a wish. . As we kissed and said are vows We broke the bubbles Because I was lookin down We ran ... into them... blowing bubbles Holding the train of my wedding gown. O wait on you day And night... To be your future wife P.S. A tint of a prisms fog made me feel eerie , Pretend your mine, just for a second. For eternity I'll be Yours trully On the other side of the world O hail All life form I love you I found the coral wreaths Just alone ( I ruined it because I feel safe when I write. . When I finish my visit I'll call again..I'm tired tonight ) sorry for MY poem.. GOOD night! !!! The sun shined inside warming my body and my mind The rays of the smile.. And.. outside the weather forcast was like THIS. ..a chance of showers. .. From the forecast a fantasy poem. Directions anger walked across the night rolled & mingled with the clouds... Hushed thunder I smelled Smoke from a offering away across THE mountain, was the communist orchard . . I Wore a corsage on MY home. Sealed with the ink from the petals smelled like perfumes O if the halls was of Stalin's hoof print, the perfect form of the Russian star Gazed And the meteorite milky way war a calm before the storm feb 14th A lovers gift horse ... I fall like a shower from Mars I gave my thanks to and alms under the hiding moon When I woke they were joined the fog, clouds & smoke . Disappeared and went somewhere ... On your clothes a smell of inscense A pure gold frost smooth as ice skates across a frozen pond and dripping diamonds From my eyes as I almost died. The closest thing I owned.. THAT I couldn't afford in the stores. .. Real diamond tears.. GOD bless you pictures of a palace gates so. Grand it was a winterwonderland. The lions den from me a mistaken foe lost lost At my door was a mistletoe A podium in america- will you- come to travel? ? come to America Just to speak.. so we all can hear you talk.. peace where you speech, to your country , you belong. I wish you love MY paper mate I want to scoop you up in my arms. Carry you away across the night and make you mine. Fall in love with me my antlered deer. King of my life. The one I want . All the words of the birds language and the beast in the fields Are what I reach for to say to you they all are yours Hibernate & sleep with me in my cave So tenderly, I stalk a leader , because your face melted my heart I pray I look for you. A cross the ocean where the wild geese fly and ch for there winter migrate O to go my man my man my man to love a paper doll. . A paper face a Cupid arrow s - bear tracks. I Bring the secret Valentine AND I hung it in the night For people to believe .. Xoxo paper cologne BY Cindy Bottenfield TO be cont..

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

My poems

I just want to explain my poems helped me with religion and my mental illness looking back I'm not to proud to be associated with them but I feel better that is what I think

Another poem

Dew tho you'd see arrows roses and thorns in timbers often grown my eyes has loose who is adorned Gown of garland danced the first twirling in circles for the world giving sacrifice swirling swords. Favorite hearts burning bend s danced without shoes for you under ythe moon Rode you rode the darkened night a battle wars surged moonlight hoods flaming swords in your counties turn o can you go where the howling calls and depart with THE strength you shine on the clouded fog o silver and gold polishing the mercury a stars coal mine engagement ring In the caves nights he weilds and combust the rivers flowing down the moons galaxies and make believe promises dedicated to someone.

Monday, July 14, 2014

A Poem


A champions fight At the vicer of the world Enchanting the black and white Thought of the blazon floor Potionary The globes rules Round Tao The roses of the wrongs Throne Disguise the alarmed Universe, Horror

Saturday, June 14, 2014

CALL OF FRIEND


!Gentnle breeze of skys,blue white casper sheets of grassfaling Persian catsfields of yellow echo the chords of a familar string Lines the rays of sunshine. The sweet leaves in The side of gentle cornhusks Rollon fearher friends Inside the smudge.