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Friday, November 2, 2018


Dearest Jesus, I know I don't have to write elaborate... You might not expect that from me.... I don't have very many thoughts lately because not to many things influence my thinking... I feel like I am ok... Mainly the things I wonder about other people s opinions about myself.... I really don't have the money or company for movies or vacation.... I don't think I can hardly afford groceries..... I don't really have to much to complain about anymore.... What others done wrong... They just dropped out of my life.... I explained what I could.... But it seems like my side of things never mattered I don't feel I Kno w what I am talking about.... Why..... anything.., nothing to much.... I see a counselor three or four times now.... I feel like what I do doesn't mean anything....the things I like to do... I have no one to impress... I could walk to volunteer for work or go to the mental health club house... I'm just alone... Theree always someone here to say hi too.... I'm frustrated.... And I feel strained... I feel like I am not getting my point. Across when I ask for help someone to talk too.... I say a whole lot of nothing I just hurt... Mainly the front of my head and the back of my throat... Why I don't understand

story 4 part two


November 1st 2018 Isabella Miss Miss Victorys Diary ( North Korea ) story 4 part two JC’s School House Auction Written and illustrated by Cindy Young With the help of God dedicated to God Sugar Ant Swan never been to the USA before... arousing from a good night's sleep. Sugar Ant Swan and the 3rd Rock got a room and stayed in the small cottage in the hills from a distance New York's harbor House light was dimly lit… it was morning ….. the 3rd Rock was beside her, they were waking up having their first cup of coffee….work was ahead of them when they returned home..there were things to do.What a beautiful time of the year ,vacation never seemed like a better ideal….he ( her husband) The Third…Rock. Wanted to get the show on the road…wanted to get the day started right…….he was thinking thoughts of Rock “D” On…’D’ on was the Rock of the United States of America. There was a big sha-bang a celebration….. the night before….. Sugar Ant Swan’s mules from Russia Slid to a halt the night before. At the White House….where they were invited to join for the Ham…Swans carriage was called “Bills 100 Apples” ……… Sugar Ant Swan loved her horses she had a stable in North Korea… Russia had sold some horses to the Rocks and Sugar Ants….... It was a slow ride… they got to see the town …. They took the scenery route after the headache and congestion of the Macy's Parade….. They parked….outside... Sugar Ant Swans Russian Mules rested , they were tied to the hitching posts right smack in the middle of Times Square…. there were 8 Apples they were the breed of mules….. pulling the most rustic carriage …it was made from cedar and silk around the buggy's roof. The 3rd brought them from North Korea with pride …. Sugar Ant Swan had come down with a cold it was no wonder do to the circumstances…it had been raining here and all over the earth. It was in fact the free world was eating turkey and giving thanks… the night was cool and fun… for a brief change it was welcomed as the King and Queen sat down to a meal and dancing…. E.T….. Rock D's son was a great entertainer…. the music piped out “ To those about To Rock” into the night….. Victory was upstairs to freshen up…. After she had arrived with her mom and dad ( Swan and the 3rd)... Where she was escorted she splashed cold water on her face and hands... and combed her hair..and .quietly and quickly she entered down the steps…as if anything would help…... several Rocks and Stars Sugar Ants Honey Flowers came too at the request of Pilgrim… Miss Pocahontas and Miss Old West… Mick the Star of Bahrain announced when Victory descended the last step in her satin slippers and evening gown… a raised toast…. “ Gentlemen and Ladies I like to propose….” and valiantly Kneeling on one knee he took Victorys hand and asked Victory’s father for marriage…. To his daughter…. The night was spectacular ,forgotten was Miss Mayflower s death… they celebrated life…. And Miss Mayflower's voyage in the big boat in the sky ( sun ) ...several of the women were adorned with Mayflowers dresses as a symbolic interaction. They loved her styles… Barry the Rock of Bahrain… contemplated long enough… and he watched his son across the room quiet…. But firm and magnificent… Mick went to touch her hand with a kiss she replied “ I do”..... Mick asked the 3Rd Rock for his approval…. And he gave Victory s father 1000 Stars.( Princes). from his countryside ,they were his brothers… Mick was a nomad ….the oldest….. of his brothers sorta like a journeyman basically….the nomads united together and formed a trade somewhat like a guild it was accomplished in the country of Bahrain…. Underneath Star ( prince) Mick's plans and success… with his brothers…. Mick offered his brothers to the Third Rock…. They were all trained in war.. education...skills…. building…. religion…. And they had gained wealth… Without shoving the government down their throats....the nomads herded sheep and had dry and wet pastures.... They were strong . The 3rd Rock the 3rd Rock of North Korea agreed knowing how much Miss Honey Flower Victory loved Mick the Prince from Bahrain …. the Honey Flower of North Korea Miss Victory… ..And like always once upon a time Sugar Ant Swan was young.... Sugar Ant Swan washed off in the country’s waters by the river she sat by from South Korea…was just across the lake … Sugar Ant Swan saw her reflection in the mirror and she wasn't very pretty… She wondered why her sisters and brothers looked better when she didn't all swans was beautiful .eventually . she is the Queen of North Korea ….Renegades of another regime was in the woods watching the Swan bath.. When they ambushed her and had paid her father to stay on his land while they threw a pig roast party…. … so they was loud drinking in the fields.. And out of mischief they raped her.. Cornering her in a corner of the woods and attacked her… she was she was calling her pet after it happened had paid her father to stay on his land while they threw a pig roast party…. the 3rd rock kneeled down and gently put his arms around her they spoke two different languages … he told her softly wiping her tears when his soldiers caught them…. And so he took her from her father of South Korea… Doing this disgraceful and hurting her …… They raped her... Spit on her and caught her on fire.... Sugar Ant Swans hand was white as snow…what I mean when I say that its biblical and apart of the hidden hand to be blunt… that was the nightmare Miss Swan had every night of her lands the two countries… she slept.. She felt it met something if no one woke her they feared in her sleep she wouldn't wake up or possibly slip in a coma.. In fact she never woke up…. She moved on to a different world with new people a world because the two dice she had was her shield… held the dice Dear Diary, I feel alone Isabella. Father Misty said a prayer. He looked at the paintings and the pictures some of the statues that would be auctioned and sold…..he got the notice in the mail….. they were foreclosing on the orphanage home…. Church….it was over…. …. bought with wine water… alone. Stash dropped some pearls…. On the streets of New York NY… the day Miss Mayflower was carried away...in the grim reaper… …. Taxi….in dire need of conversation in the mountains of Tibet on the sides of the tall mountain There… the glories …. Was quiet… it wasn't… just been attacked by Hair Pins floozies ….. Mindful of the storms the “glories”…. Seeked the shelter in the caves… Father Misty … would stay calm… thats all fighting Hair Pins floozies … … Second Rome….. Miss Tame was walking her dog Fibs…. She was a Honey Flower ( princess).... A conversation with Father Misty everyone was in meetings this morning and dialogues…. With each other….. the Rock of USA ( D' on ) talked to the headquarters office…… in The future…….. D told the truth to break the bad news…. To …. Miss Tame strolled outside the open windows, and could here the man who was in charge talking on his receiving end….. it's like that... all over….no telling…. the truffles Boss Sharp….harpooned Sack of Julia…(Sacagawea) . It had the carvings of a map on the largest Pearl…. Protected in the harbor House…. You try…. People find it more of a insult….. well he couldn't even find the Bee or the witch… the big sack was lifted…. It's weight was a ton…. Now the liquidity of the Church is ruined…. No , nothing…. There destroying everything…. Sacagawea A's and B's and C's…. That Leonardo…. He couldn't finish Rock D was upset…. A long pause …. He didn't want to finish the man in charge Rock D was speaking with didn't say anything…. Rock ‘D' on I suppose… he said into thin air... exasperated…. At the missing pearl… she was bought overseas…. Came to America.., thru Canada traveling down the river….. St Louis River along with a mummy from Egypt…. Well he said to the silent end…. They came from a museum….but the Pearl …im talking about Sack of Julia was rolled away from the tomb… where Jesus was… some .. time ago…. The mummy we say a pharaoh… who knows D said … The map we studied…. Is price less… a Pearl worth the effort…… who told you about that the man in charge asked… I'll call the Swiss you need extra bifocals… What? I said you need guards..a Army…. Now D' on was a little confused…. I Got a Army… Pope Stand said this Pearl gets around…. We will never get her back…. Anything else…. Yea she's got a trademark of the day she arrived… so…. She can be traded…why you wouldn't believe it if you saw her.. I m sworn to secrecy…… Pope Stand said to Rock D'on we already know Rock D'on gathered together his papers scattered and strewn across the palace…of the white house. He was absorbed with the biggest Pearls he looked at the ancients writings and marks( notes that was taken from study when antiquity excavated the spot they proclaimed was Jesus tomb) …. And history…. Leonardo no one know him….. he wasn't able to understand in details….. the Pearls many quality and composites….Rock D'on could not believe Sharp….either. somewhere there was a leak….. he felt bereft…. Mostly he was determined to get Sacagawea back Jack Amadeus fortune had the pleasure…. Jack Amadeus Fortune…. Hightailed it out of Oklahoma…. And gave the orders to Sharp the leader of the Truffles gang to execute the biggest theft that went down in history since Jesse James… it was hard to swallow… but he did it after the dirt pile Jasmine googly eyes was over… ...and a turn for the better he left her lying naked across the bed…. She spilled the information of Sack of Julia whereabouts… It was a shanghai…. Well Jack was in a hurry….. The dirt pile…fbi agent Set. Him free. Or Jack might've walked out on his own… it wasn't a problem…. It didn't make him feel good…. He didn't know Mayflower had died…. Just saying that…when he found out later it was.. the saddest thing he will hear… but what could he do….a and he got his freedom from the FBI interrogation ( dirt piles) that had him holed up in side the walls…..he didn't know if he liked himself when he walked free…after so many years he probably could had escaped.later when he found out Mayflower s death ….Jack wanted the Sack…. Sacagawea … and was bound to find Cheddar( Sharp)…. They didn't even confide with. Stash there partner in crime….Hell he just felt bad all over….a and he thought “ too good to be a friend” about everything and everyone…. Jack didn't know what kind of Pearl it was…Come on and give me some love .... Rang in his ears... As he shut the door...he just bought his freedom... Jack killed two birds with one stone.. His freedom and the pearl . If you don't understand it's the price of the pearls ( new York city NY... The NYPD had the whole city task force patrolling ...and roadblocks they got their orders. What they trained for Operation Cheese Block...was in effect around the clock … everyone had to be off the streets… Cheddar if you don't know was Sharp s alias … well they set holy traps everywhere…. It's getting late… were off work in a minute… a officer told his Conrad I just want to sleep I just want to see my family And get paid Amen brother … Amen The officers on night shift left duty at day break behind the pyramid barricade of the pearls.... Pope Stand got the offer first to come to the JC s Will Rummage sale . Bake off…. To see…. Father Misty was having a carnival on the orphanage property there will be swings …. Ping Pong toss…. The nun's loved bingo… and drinking in the tents… at moderation of course… to raise money for their debt But this was small.... The school would be auctioning handmade products the children made.... For example a egg carton wastebasket….. Holly Wood combed her hair…. And looked in the mirror…. She was really nice…..Holly Wood combed her hair…. And looked in the mirror…. She's one of the FANS ..... FAMOUS FANNYS... A Lot of FANNYS well to tell you that... they'll be performing live...at the Catholic orphanage home..... Isabella was nervous she didn't like the FANNYS… they brought a three ring circus…. A young man in a cage…. He was in a cage his whole life treated like a animal…. From California…. The FANNYS…. His name was Henry the Holland...he been there inside the cage….for a long time…. Isabella was amazed when she saw his cage sitting on the ground beside the popcorn machine…. And the admission to the fun house mirrors …. People were laughing poking pointing… That does it… Isabella didn't talk… she never talked… she stood by the corner of his cage…. Watching… Isabella made a sound to Henry the Holland…. She tried to talk to him. What it sounded like to everyone was inaudible…Henry understood…… between the two of them….. Isabella spent her time beside Henry…. He couldn't talk either… he made animal sounds…. Cotton Candy and Caramel Apples…. Everyone bought… Father Misty showed people the inside of the Church by request…. One evening he auctioned some paintings and statues…. It still wasn't enough…. Basically Holly Wood and her FANNYS crashed the carnival event to raise money to save JC Will…. They offered none of there cash… the money raised was from the poor… and the middle class… Father Misty turned around when there was a tap on his shoulder… Rock ‘D’on was there… he told him not to worry…. If England or Italy basically the Holy See.. Miss Tame the Honey Flower Princess…. A vestal Virgin…. Just scattered unfinished thoughts… he told Father Misty not to worry… and didn't explain…. But handed him a envelope with a wax stamp seal … “ THE TITLE” By Cindy Lynn Young Sept 1st 2018 To be cont….. Egypt.